The Day when I Meet You

The day when I meet you

I still remember that day..

The sun shined so bright

I was overwhelmed feeling nervous

Yet you calmed me with your smile

Yes, your smile was too sweet

You told me many things

You taught me patiently

You’re like an angel

Days and time slowly passed by

The day when I meet you second time

You’re still smiling so wide

You said sorry because you couldn’t be with me

The third time I met you,

I realised that you’re such hot and cold guy

Sometimes you’re kind and warm

Most of the time you’re as cold as an ice

Jade..

After the third time we met,

You’re being weird

You become someone I’ve never known

We start to grow a distance.

The days when we met, I’ll never forget that.


Note : Mmm.. it's about my ex-crush :D Don't mind me, I found it somewhere in my laptop among my old files and I just want to post it.

One sided love.

Pikiran ku penuh.. hati ini juga sesak. Cinta ini vague, tak pasti dan ambigu. Entah bagaimana aku harus menghadapinya. Aku lelah. Aku ingin berlari dan melarikan diri. Kabur dari segala hingar bingar rasa ini. Mungkin aku mulai serakah, merasa ingin memilikinya. Mungkin cinta ini memang hanya aku saja. Aku ingin berhenti.

I love a man. He's handsome, caring, and friendly. I don't know, but maybe it's just one sided love. He always cares me. Probably it's just as a friend or a work partner. All his attentions lead me into a wrong feeling. I'm tired. It's suffocafed. I want to stop. But, I don't know if I can.

Sorry, this is the first time for me to post something personal like this in my blog. If you happen to read it by accident, forgive me. I just need some space to run.. to be alone.. to be on my own. Try to understand.