Pikiran ku penuh.. hati ini juga sesak. Cinta ini vague, tak pasti dan ambigu. Entah bagaimana aku harus menghadapinya. Aku lelah. Aku ingin berlari dan melarikan diri. Kabur dari segala hingar bingar rasa ini. Mungkin aku mulai serakah, merasa ingin memilikinya. Mungkin cinta ini memang hanya aku saja. Aku ingin berhenti.
I love a man. He's handsome, caring, and friendly. I don't know, but maybe it's just one sided love. He always cares me. Probably it's just as a friend or a work partner. All his attentions lead me into a wrong feeling. I'm tired. It's suffocafed. I want to stop. But, I don't know if I can.
Sorry, this is the first time for me to post something personal like this in my blog. If you happen to read it by accident, forgive me. I just need some space to run.. to be alone.. to be on my own. Try to understand.
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